Sweet Pa

So ti's been a long time since my last post but with all that has gone on the last few weeks I had to take a break. On October 23rd our sweet Pa was called home. He sufferd a massive heart attack and God called him on. I am still really processing it all. I get mad and then sad and then God reminds me of the truth and I feel a little more at peace with it. That truth being that are days are numbered here and God is totally in control of all of our lives. When things like this happen so suddenly it is a very life jolting reminder of that. Out of the many loved ones that I have lost in the past 4 of them were very sudden and each a reminder that He is bigger. I go through life knowing that but not until something like this happens does it ring so loud in my head. I feel very sad, mad and confused a lot of the time but God has helped me remember that He was right there by my side through it all and hasn't left. And it's not good bye just see you later. We will all miss our sweet Pa. He loved the Lord, my Gran, his family and friends, grandkids and great-grandkids with all his heart. And I know I will see him again someday! Go rest high on that mountain Pa! Your work here is done!